8 days more.. i will be stand on the stage and perform a drama for pesta tiong hua
which is a event from my university..
recently all the actors keep on practise and practise.. like crazy ppl
at first.. i got a little bit worry that i cant handle it well.
but until now, i start to like it. i like the moment we play and practise.
but then life is so cruel.
when u wan to do something. no. i should say. u can only just do ONEthing but not something at the same time.
ya. i promise to be one of the actor in the drama. though is just a side character.
everyday i go to practise. the time i be with my frens here is become less and less.
actually it's ok for me. but then just now i saw 2 of my frens who stay opposite of my room.. errm. seems like wanna go out..
and the time i realized they already having their activity themselves and im the one dunno wat's happening between them or wat they r going to do..
the feeling of loneliness suddenly surround my heart..
tat cells of sadness suddenly activate.
that isn't their wrong.
just the distance between me and them is quite long since the day after i back to sabah..
台上一分钟，台下十年工。十年工？牺牲？孤独？
haha... i dunno why i become emo so sudden..
10th march! im coming for u! u better pass faster! haha
don emo mah~
ReplyDeletethey go buy periuk today..
mayb bcos they knw u busy for Pesta Tiong Hua
then they din call u go along~
sometimes we should nt think too much =]
u misunderstand my meaning dy lo~
ReplyDeleteya.. really got a bit emo. but not to them
is to PTH. bcoz of it. not only the time to be with them less. the time i study also not enough le. i just hope it can pass faster~
dun tell erick them ya. i dun wan them misunderstand too~ :)
life's like this~have to endure those things~there're lots of stuff and people which are new to you~i'm facing problem here too~
ReplyDeletehaiz.. u re right.. im trying to solve it..
ReplyDeletehaha. you too ya.. take care ;)